Chapter 28:
July 08 thur July 09 (27 years old)
Sub Chapter:: Life Changing Moments, "Tha devil does his work only to do Gods".......
(May 13th thur June 24th)
Tha day of tha last nite eye ever got trashed.
(and eye drank to get trashed every nite, it helped me cope with my life)
It was a good day, beautiful outside.
One of my buddies eye havnt seen in 7 years was visiting from Virigina.
(Ed Woody, hell he's tha one that gav me my nick name Bran Flakes)
Eye drank alot....all tha tyme, and so we decided to get sum alcohol and walked down to tha LQ; again a beautiful day. We arrived back to tha future at my house and proceeded
to drink and throw down sum rhymes on my computer.
(Funny crazy shit was rapped that day, still hav tha project)
So far so good, so thay left; after we got Jo Jos drunk passed out ass to tha car, mayb a little piss. (lol)
So tha day was still young,. as eyem chilling in my room eye hear sum body sum ones name from tha street and she asks me if Toby B. is around. At that moment eye know he is in jail. Eye tell her that and at tha same moment he cums walking around tha corner, at that point u figure eyem out of this bizness rite...... wrong!!!
Sum how eye end up smoking all my weed with her and Toby B. She tells me that she will cum back later and smoke sum with me so eyem down for that.
(First tyme eye hav ever met this girl)
Needless to say eye ben drinking all day.
Heres a paradox that eye keep on running into, eye called my dude (weed man) and asked if eye could pick up but eye was 20 dollars short, so he said wait till eye got it. Heres tha deal, eye got 350 on me. Eye owe 340 and eye dont know if eye need anymore money for me to make it thur tha nite. People owe me, instead of asking anybody that surely would hav loaned it to me....... eye dont think of it......
(DRUNK & STUPID)
So she returns later that nite, its late but she brings sum weed back and smokes with me. She asks if eye would want to smoke a little crack? and eye say a 20 rock? She says yes!!!! Eye pull all my money out in front of her (regret) and hand her a twenty. Shes says she'll b back at this point if she doesnt cum back eyem out 20 bones, eye can liv with that. Eye remember laying on tha bed trying to stay awake to smoke this crack. Eye am out of smokes and eye dont hav a lighter, so eye send my aunt down to tha store for me. Eye remember getting my smokes and change. Smoke one, then eye pass out. Tha next morning eye awake to find my wallet in tha middle of tha floor, wich is un-usual, because its usually in my pants pocket at tha feet of my bed. So eye check it, and wouldnt cha know, no money.
One of tha worst feelings, and it changed my life.
{Conspicery Theory, this girl shows up tha day my aunts boyfriend gets out of jail. My aunt and her boyfriend are going out of town all of a sudden tha morning that my money cums up missing, that crack hed chick was thier friend, mayb they split it 3 wayz}
Eye owed sum one alot of that money, and eye was facing a court date in a month that eye knew they were sending me away. Eye sold all my valuables and borrowed from sum good friends. (Thank God thats what they thot of me. "Thats what happens win u treat other people tha way u want to b treated and with a full heart) By tha grace of God eye got everyone taken care of b4 "My Dooms Day."
That was tha day of my sobrity, eye was so sic with myself.
Eye stopped drinking 40 daze b4 my court date June 24th 2009.
(and hav ben sober eva cents)
Eye dont smoke crack but eye can do it every once a blue moon and not get addicted or even jonez for that crap.
(but thats another story)
My friends, it takes "Balls to Face Tha Day"
Eyel never forget what my mom said to me b4 eye left that day of court, "do u want sum money to get sumthing to eat on ur way back" and eye told her eyem not cuming back.
Know one believed me, but eye knew in my heart eye was going to prison.
