Eyeve cum to believe that "tyme" is tha most important concept in essence,
if u giv sumbody ur tyme......then u giv them a piece of ur life!!!
Y wood u waste ur tyme?
U end up missing out on tha more endearing things life has to offer.
U KNOW whats on tha other side.....U WANT whats on tha other side of tha door, but ur scared to open it.
Tha love people hav for people can b took'en away in tha blink of an eye and u will always regret not knowing them more.
Tha people u spend ur tyme with reflect on who u really are.
Eye wood never waste my tyme on sumone eye thot didnt deserve it, or wood hurt me in any way.
if eye wanted to grow spiritually, eye wood surround myself by that type of people.
if eye wanted to b happy and eye wasnt, eye wood seek and encompass myself with TRU LOVE...
Theres not to many people who hav tru love for u.
Who wood eye want to fight for me?
Sumone eye trusted and knew ware in life they were going.
Sure u can pick tha strongest guy or smartest but in tha heat of battle eye wood rather hav a friend who had my best interests in mind and if we died, we died not alone.
If eyem with u.......theres a big chance that eye love being around u.
We feel tha same way about things personal to us, it helps to hav sumone who understands.
Theres only one person who u can tell ur darkest fears to and untill u share those fears they will never b overcum, and fear is tha biggest block our minds can create.
Fear will leave u wrapped in ur own little world suffocating in darkness clinging to what is present and not relevant.
Eye feed on positivity, and if eye know what eye wanted eye wood reach out and try to grab it with all my being.
Eye wasted my hole life away and eye never thot eye could get another, but eye saw that eye could b strong in tha worst tymes of my life and now that things hav gotten better, y wood eye try to destroy what has tha potential of being so beautiful.
eye am far from dun with this subject but eye am tired.......more to cum
Distant Ram-Blings
Dark poetry, memoirs, and fluid madness
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
Near Death Experience: 01-10-2011
well today eye had my first near death experience....eye was helping carry up a washer from a basement and as we got to tha top of tha stairs it started cuming down eye caught it momentarily but ware theres snow theres bound to b slippery conditions......eye literally flew down tha stairs feet first with tha washer cuming down on me, it landed with a thump rite on top of me.....my leg took tha brunt of tha impact and eyem surprised it didnt break..... my hand is messed up and eye start college tomorrow what a day........my life never flashed b4 my eyes mostly because eye think it jus wasnt my tyme all eye could picture was me laying under this machine like a pretzel, not to up play this at all but it was bad it could of ripped off my hed......if eye wood hav died it wood of ben a stupid death by a washing machine in a basement on tha day b4 tha most important date of my life....eye wood hav ben remembered as tha drunk who turned his life arond after prison and sober on tha streets for 7 months, tho eyeve ben sober for 20 months but it dont count unless u do it by proof to all around u and eye hav changed my life for tha better and eye will never recede......eye choose to go forward with life, love and learning........eye know all u enlightened people who care for others as u do urselfs had a big reason eye am not maimed at this very second but thats obvious..........stay thirsty for knowledge my friends.
Flakes Lucky Ass Dude From Hell.......eye thank tha universe for my awareness...
Flakes Lucky Ass Dude From Hell.......eye thank tha universe for my awareness...
Saturday, January 8, 2011
Original Master of Disaster
eye know a journeys cuming but eyeve ben holding back.
this is tha life eye chose and eye fucked it up jack.
eye got to get my shit straight for my baby kid.
know what eyem gonna do? Bitch b fucking rich.
on top of everything yo this is tha game eye spit.
...a fucking lunatic, about ta split ur fucking wig.
eye got a gun pimped with emeralds and gold.
and if u dont watch ur mouth eye might hav to explode.
this is tha life eye chose and eye fucked it up jack.
eye got to get my shit straight for my baby kid.
know what eyem gonna do? Bitch b fucking rich.
on top of everything yo this is tha game eye spit.
...a fucking lunatic, about ta split ur fucking wig.
eye got a gun pimped with emeralds and gold.
and if u dont watch ur mouth eye might hav to explode.
- eye keep it cuming, eye jus dont stop.
this chickens determined ta get to tha center of my blow pop.
hott topic, tha new release.
Brandon Flakes alwayz running from tha mother fucking police.
eyem so hott eye cant b cooled down.
...this is tha tyme eyem going all fucking out.
yeah...rest ya hed, mother fucker rest ur neck.
rest ya hed, mother fucker rest ur neck.
eye cant rest, theres no tyme to sleep.
its to damn dirty in these Indiana Streetz. - this is my cuming out flow and eyem cuming out strong.
tha simplest thing eyeve ever dun was rite this song.
and theres more cuming cant wait dont blink.
dont take ur mother fucking eyes off me.
its critical.
...eyem past tha point of political.
take u in an ally beat ur ass get rid of u.
("reverse lyrics" finish tha song but eye dont remember them)
Thursday, January 6, 2011
My Close Encounter of tha 2nd Kind
I was standing outside a little after the sun had went down
approximately mid summer of 1997. I observed a aerial object coming
towards my direction about 300 ft away. I was just observing the sky and
noticed and thought it was just a airplane. As it flew directly over my
head and continued past my position in a south/west direction. (The
object had no sound what-so-ever and that's what caught my attention the
most.)I observed the object fly past me for another 100 ft and it
appeared to start circling back around to my position, at this point I
ran 5 feet into my home and told my mothers boyfriend to run and follow
me. As we ran out of the door and to the street it was about 30 ft above
us; headed in a north/east direction. We ran approximately 200 feet and
it abruptly turned in a north direction above a little forest treeline
and that's when we lost sight of it. We continued north for about
another 200 ft and we arrived at the edge of a cornfield. We had lost
sight of the object. We studied the area for about 5 minutes maybe less
and decided to start walking home. We walked about 10 paces and as I
turned around this object which was more of a luminous ball of red and
white pulsating light was hovering about 15 feet above the ground and
directly above the only standing tree in the cornfield. We observed the
object pulsating vividly red and seemed to grow a little bigger than
that of it when it turned white. The object moved very slowly and
without sound towards the west of its hovering position. The area in
which it stopped moving is about half a mile past state road 26 almost
directly above US31. At this point the object pulsates a few more times
then becomes a brilliant ball of red light and it seemed to grow in
diameter. It continued to grow more brilliant red and bigger in diameter
and then just blinked out of existence. In 2008 or 7 Kokomo, Indiana
had a mysterious loud boom and and was observed by dozens of people
including myself as I sat at my computer next to a window. I observed a
brilliant light just before the explosion. UFO Hunters had came to town
and investigated the mysterious explosion. (I believe the episode was
named Heartland Explosion.) The Heartland Explosion incident took place
almost in the same geographical location as my sighting but almost 10
years apart from each other. After the fact and time had gone by as I
was reflecting back on my close encounter, I have come to a conclusion
that maybe the object had landed on the ground and that is why we failed
to see the object because we were looking in the sky for it. I have
always felt like this object meant for my to witness it, and had I been
looking on the ground I may have been able to approach and make contact
as it was grounded; but that's just a theory. I remember everything very
clearly and can take an investigator exactly over the same directions
that I have stated here today. I would also, if possible like to examine
the ground that I believe that the object landed. I am still in contact
with my mothers ex-boyfriend and have asked him about this incident as
recently as within the last year of this post. He tried to say that he
could not recollect all what had transpired that night but clearly can
state at least that we had ran and followed something that night. This
night was so vivid to me that if asked to do so I could paint a scene of
this object hovering over this lone tree in the cornfield. I would
really like to get this out in the public and see if anybody else who
may have witnessed this same event. This is the most amazing event that
has ever happened to me and is also the reason that I one hundred
percent believe that we are being visited by otherworldly and or
extra-dimensional entities.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
life changing
Chapter 28:
July 08 thur July 09 (27 years old)
Sub Chapter:: Life Changing Moments, "Tha devil does his work only to do Gods".......
(May 13th thur June 24th)
Tha day of tha last nite eye ever got trashed.
(and eye drank to get trashed every nite, it helped me cope with my life)
It was a good day, beautiful outside.
One of my buddies eye havnt seen in 7 years was visiting from Virigina.
(Ed Woody, hell he's tha one that gav me my nick name Bran Flakes)
Eye drank alot....all tha tyme, and so we decided to get sum alcohol and walked down to tha LQ; again a beautiful day. We arrived back to tha future at my house and proceeded
to drink and throw down sum rhymes on my computer.
(Funny crazy shit was rapped that day, still hav tha project)
So far so good, so thay left; after we got Jo Jos drunk passed out ass to tha car, mayb a little piss. (lol)
So tha day was still young,. as eyem chilling in my room eye hear sum body sum ones name from tha street and she asks me if Toby B. is around. At that moment eye know he is in jail. Eye tell her that and at tha same moment he cums walking around tha corner, at that point u figure eyem out of this bizness rite...... wrong!!!
Sum how eye end up smoking all my weed with her and Toby B. She tells me that she will cum back later and smoke sum with me so eyem down for that.
(First tyme eye hav ever met this girl)
Needless to say eye ben drinking all day.
Heres a paradox that eye keep on running into, eye called my dude (weed man) and asked if eye could pick up but eye was 20 dollars short, so he said wait till eye got it. Heres tha deal, eye got 350 on me. Eye owe 340 and eye dont know if eye need anymore money for me to make it thur tha nite. People owe me, instead of asking anybody that surely would hav loaned it to me....... eye dont think of it......
(DRUNK & STUPID)
So she returns later that nite, its late but she brings sum weed back and smokes with me. She asks if eye would want to smoke a little crack? and eye say a 20 rock? She says yes!!!! Eye pull all my money out in front of her (regret) and hand her a twenty. Shes says she'll b back at this point if she doesnt cum back eyem out 20 bones, eye can liv with that. Eye remember laying on tha bed trying to stay awake to smoke this crack. Eye am out of smokes and eye dont hav a lighter, so eye send my aunt down to tha store for me. Eye remember getting my smokes and change. Smoke one, then eye pass out. Tha next morning eye awake to find my wallet in tha middle of tha floor, wich is un-usual, because its usually in my pants pocket at tha feet of my bed. So eye check it, and wouldnt cha know, no money.
One of tha worst feelings, and it changed my life.
{Conspicery Theory, this girl shows up tha day my aunts boyfriend gets out of jail. My aunt and her boyfriend are going out of town all of a sudden tha morning that my money cums up missing, that crack hed chick was thier friend, mayb they split it 3 wayz}
Eye owed sum one alot of that money, and eye was facing a court date in a month that eye knew they were sending me away. Eye sold all my valuables and borrowed from sum good friends. (Thank God thats what they thot of me. "Thats what happens win u treat other people tha way u want to b treated and with a full heart) By tha grace of God eye got everyone taken care of b4 "My Dooms Day."
That was tha day of my sobrity, eye was so sic with myself.
Eye stopped drinking 40 daze b4 my court date June 24th 2009.
(and hav ben sober eva cents)
Eye dont smoke crack but eye can do it every once a blue moon and not get addicted or even jonez for that crap.
(but thats another story)
My friends, it takes "Balls to Face Tha Day"
Eyel never forget what my mom said to me b4 eye left that day of court, "do u want sum money to get sumthing to eat on ur way back" and eye told her eyem not cuming back.
Know one believed me, but eye knew in my heart eye was going to prison.
July 08 thur July 09 (27 years old)
Sub Chapter:: Life Changing Moments, "Tha devil does his work only to do Gods".......
(May 13th thur June 24th)
Tha day of tha last nite eye ever got trashed.
(and eye drank to get trashed every nite, it helped me cope with my life)
It was a good day, beautiful outside.
One of my buddies eye havnt seen in 7 years was visiting from Virigina.
(Ed Woody, hell he's tha one that gav me my nick name Bran Flakes)
Eye drank alot....all tha tyme, and so we decided to get sum alcohol and walked down to tha LQ; again a beautiful day. We arrived back to tha future at my house and proceeded
to drink and throw down sum rhymes on my computer.
(Funny crazy shit was rapped that day, still hav tha project)
So far so good, so thay left; after we got Jo Jos drunk passed out ass to tha car, mayb a little piss. (lol)
So tha day was still young,. as eyem chilling in my room eye hear sum body sum ones name from tha street and she asks me if Toby B. is around. At that moment eye know he is in jail. Eye tell her that and at tha same moment he cums walking around tha corner, at that point u figure eyem out of this bizness rite...... wrong!!!
Sum how eye end up smoking all my weed with her and Toby B. She tells me that she will cum back later and smoke sum with me so eyem down for that.
(First tyme eye hav ever met this girl)
Needless to say eye ben drinking all day.
Heres a paradox that eye keep on running into, eye called my dude (weed man) and asked if eye could pick up but eye was 20 dollars short, so he said wait till eye got it. Heres tha deal, eye got 350 on me. Eye owe 340 and eye dont know if eye need anymore money for me to make it thur tha nite. People owe me, instead of asking anybody that surely would hav loaned it to me....... eye dont think of it......
(DRUNK & STUPID)
So she returns later that nite, its late but she brings sum weed back and smokes with me. She asks if eye would want to smoke a little crack? and eye say a 20 rock? She says yes!!!! Eye pull all my money out in front of her (regret) and hand her a twenty. Shes says she'll b back at this point if she doesnt cum back eyem out 20 bones, eye can liv with that. Eye remember laying on tha bed trying to stay awake to smoke this crack. Eye am out of smokes and eye dont hav a lighter, so eye send my aunt down to tha store for me. Eye remember getting my smokes and change. Smoke one, then eye pass out. Tha next morning eye awake to find my wallet in tha middle of tha floor, wich is un-usual, because its usually in my pants pocket at tha feet of my bed. So eye check it, and wouldnt cha know, no money.
One of tha worst feelings, and it changed my life.
{Conspicery Theory, this girl shows up tha day my aunts boyfriend gets out of jail. My aunt and her boyfriend are going out of town all of a sudden tha morning that my money cums up missing, that crack hed chick was thier friend, mayb they split it 3 wayz}
Eye owed sum one alot of that money, and eye was facing a court date in a month that eye knew they were sending me away. Eye sold all my valuables and borrowed from sum good friends. (Thank God thats what they thot of me. "Thats what happens win u treat other people tha way u want to b treated and with a full heart) By tha grace of God eye got everyone taken care of b4 "My Dooms Day."
That was tha day of my sobrity, eye was so sic with myself.
Eye stopped drinking 40 daze b4 my court date June 24th 2009.
(and hav ben sober eva cents)
Eye dont smoke crack but eye can do it every once a blue moon and not get addicted or even jonez for that crap.
(but thats another story)
My friends, it takes "Balls to Face Tha Day"
Eyel never forget what my mom said to me b4 eye left that day of court, "do u want sum money to get sumthing to eat on ur way back" and eye told her eyem not cuming back.
Know one believed me, but eye knew in my heart eye was going to prison.
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this is that new sound, that new sound, that new sound.
founded by me, invented by a G, his name is Snoop Dogg and hes a killer in this industry.
eye got ta b a...lot like my plot.
dead or alive.
either he will or he'll not.
eye will survive.
eyel b on top.
eyel b alive in tha end but u can suck my dick cause theres no tyme friend.